we are so back
time to share more insanity with the world after being away for over a month! actually i havent got a whole lot to say. i rlly do feel like my life is going in a good direction despite some minor bumps in the road here and there and overall i feel a lot better. i needed to step back from this site for a bit to focus more on my real life outside of here. i contemplated deleting this website multiple times until i decided i wasnt ready to let it go yet especially with how long this site has been my project and place to put my thoughts and art, which has helped connect others more than i realized. nothing is perfect and this space will mostly just serve as a journal as it always has but i guess we're all in it together. so yeah :)
also, as i restore some things, some links may not work yet, but that will be fixed soon if it hasnt been already
i can never believe how much time has passed since.. anything. since some random date, since 3 years ago, since anything and everything. the days seem to go by too slow yet too fast as well, and i dont know whats going on. maybe i am just tired and feeling the late night depression but i just want something to give
i dont really know what it is. as ive been getting older i think ive been prefering day time more and once the sun goes down the depression kinda starts to hit more. ive always had this weird issue of what i call my nightly depression where at some point during the night, depression will hit. sometimes it sticks around and sometimes its only for a few moments at a time, sometimes its off and on. but damn it sucks
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